Thought Posting

  This is a series I began around April 2020, formulated during the early onset of the Covid-19 pandemic. It was originally intended to be a 3 part "'Zine",  comprised of a particular musical scale and it's related modes, a set of poems and a set of illustrations/images[this part was never created, ultimately due to my own mismanagement - oops]. During the time of creation I was simultaneously in the early stages of writing a draft for a Music Theory book. The intention of which was to create some kind of ' Encyclopedia of Musical Scales '. The Neapolitan Major Scale is so fascinating because it was the first major scale that I learned about which was pretty different from the western standard Major Scale , otherwise known as the Ionian-Major Scale . Sonically, this was so unique to my untrained ear(s) and so it was very exciting to work with and study. Incorporated in all of these modes of Neapolitan Major are pieces of information related to notable points...

 So I want to talk about what the point of this blog actually is. I've wanted create a space to speak more freely from the clutches of social media, especially with regards to the stuff that can be a lot more difficult to express. Namely music theory, esoteric studies, and the more intrinsic poems and commentary that I tend to hold close and private. I find it can be particularly challenging because as I create content I can often backtrack in second-guessing whether I understand the materials I'm working with and whether or not it's presentable enough for digestion and especially the premise that I strive to provide correct information whenever possible. Perfectionism is a large part of what drives some of my efforts. Not for it's own sake but in a quest for dimensional accuracy, mainly. I couple analysis and intuition and let the emotionality of a given subject serve as feedback/byproduct to inform further decision-making, ideas, and introspection. In time, as the col...

Watching tarot general readings for clarity got a packed bowl and I'm ready to go I'm feeling pretty, tired, I've got all of things i need and/or on the way but I do not feel complete, I do not feel like it's right yet for clarifications sake, I'm talking about life I will remain specific because I want you to understand I want you to feel and think exactly what I'm talking about here Use your best intuition and we can wonder what everything is about and whatever else we'll land in make no rash decisions here, especially when I'm sitting listening to the thoughts and potentialities of true love, and the lust for intellectual bliss Maybe it's not perfection but a premise that we can strive for an approximation of it and work our way towards some kind of real deal scenario You're insecure about being better than you, and I will deny it every time Under the surface, after hours I will contemplate about the the truth of that perception Afterall, we...